another year has come. fortunate to be in it, start it clean. not house cleaning, unless you too believe your body is a temple. a house can be cleaned any time - in fact, transitioning years with an un clean house promises a non idle and unassuming year. clean your mind. clean your energy. your frustration and motivation, purpose
and since . . . for reasons known and unknown, accepted and un accepted, true and false, honorable and not . . . the person or thing that harmed you can not or will not apologize/forgive; the person or thing that you harmed can not or will not get your apology/forgiveness - apologize; accept/forgive; forget
i am the messenger. i give this to you. not that this is mine to give. that is, not that this is mine to give beyond the power of sincerity and understanding. and, willing, this is enough. sufficiency in this anonymous apology and masked forgiveness - because, truth is, it need only be said out loud, and the permanency of digital ink is a statuesque stand in for the spoken word
besides, we share more experience; we harbor more identical emotion than we know or admit. and so, despite the circumstance, respectfully pardoning the specifications of your hurt - allow this to be his face; to be her voice; to be my act; to be your tear . . . allow this to be the ‘make right’
Sorry for lying Forgive you for taking everything back I apologize for giving it all up I forgive you for taking it out on me Please accept my apology for abusing you Forgiven for stealing my car He apologizes for hitting you She forgives you for not wanting to live without her I apologize for not still loving her I forgive you for spending all the money She apologizes for cursing at you Forgiven for throwing up the middle finger They apologize for partying late I forgive you for getting the last toy off the shelf before me The Team apologizes for not meeting the deadline I forgive you for not making the decision I would have made
I apologize for not spending more time with you I forgive you for calling a professional I forgive you for lying I apologize for sneaking some beer Forgiven for raiding my stash Apologies for being repeatedly late Next time try to remember to set your clock Sorry for turning off my cell I apologize for forgetting your birthday I forgive you for expecting more of me I don't know why I was denying what a true friend is You don't need forgiveness for needing time to yourself There is no excuse for calling you racial slurs It's not ok, but I forgive you I apologize for making you feel bad
Sorry my dog infested your place with fleas I forgive her for not spending more time with me I forgive him for making me feel bad My fault for needing you to read my mind I appreciate you thinking my brilliance allows me to read minds I should have helped you pursue your dreams Forgiven for not realizing my dreams are important to me I'll stop calling you mean names I forgive you for treating me like I don’t have feelings Please forgive me for putting my man before my child I'm happy you took the chance for a new life I won't add that much salt again
I'll help her kick the habit I apologize for not making the bed I forgive you for losing the necklace I apologize for cheating I don't mean to cut people off on the highway I forgive you for cheating I apologize for leaving dirty clothes on the floor You don't embarrass me I'm sorry for using all the hot water, every day I forgive you for overheating the aquarium I don't know why I burn barbecue each barbecue I apologize for leaving the light on all night
I forgive you for forgetting to shut the door I apologize for leaving you in the cage It's ok that he ate all the ice cream I apologize for wasting your time Next time, just say you need my attention immediately I'll wear appropriate clothes from now on I forgive you for not being comfortable around me I want to understand their culture I forgive you for not being exposed to my culture I apologize for talking bad about you I do hope you see how beautiful and talented you are I apologize for not taking the time to read what you wrote I forgive you for not listening to my poem I apologize for not admitting the worth of what you do I think I've believed I was the only important one, too I apologize that we live like our lives are not connected
I'm sure you didn't mean to push me I knew she contributed a lot I apologize for leaving when I said I never would Thanks for loving me when I thought you shouldn’t I apologize for eating the last piece of cake and leaving the tray on the counter It is better that you be yourself and expect me to accept you Sorry for breaking the lamp I forgive you for staying out late I should have remembered your name Forgiven for sharing my private situation to create a support system for me I apologize for not acknowledging you Please forgive me for not offering to babysit when I knew you were too proud to ask Sorry for smoking Thank you for speaking to me honestly - it helped me better know myself
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